Even though I’ve never met him, I felt like I could talk to him. His high energy compared to his life struggles made me think if he can do it then so can I. He was the best friend I never had. You and Linkin Park were like my first therapist(s).
I just want to say I wish I could give you a hug, talk or listen. You have a big heart. You care a ton. Dont know why it happened, but depression is heavy, and Im so sorry you couldn’t see any other way.