Bye: Art from High School


#1

Even though I’ve never met him, I felt like I could talk to him. His high energy compared to his life struggles made me think if he can do it then so can I. He was the best friend I never had. You and Linkin Park were like my first therapist(s).

I just want to say I wish I could give you a hug, talk or listen. You have a big heart. You care a ton. Dont know why it happened, but depression is heavy, and Im so sorry you couldn’t see any other way.

Goodbye,
Christine


edit: Keeping it simple.


#2

Beautifully said !


#3

Thanks! Beautiful words for a beautiful man<3


#4

I think I was the last fan to hug him at the Birmingham meet and greet, which is seriously fucking with my mind. I hugged him and I said “you don’t deserve any of the shit people give you” and we shared a joke afterwards. It’s a shame the strength he gave me wasn’t enough to save himself.


#6

Thankyou for sharing. I dont know what to say. Despite the pain he left you with positive memories. Treasure those and remember him for how kind he was.


#7

Did you write this? This is exactly how I feel.


#8

Yeah… Words just come out sometimes lol I took the picture too, it’s one of my favorites. I wish I would’ve had my good camera and not just my phone because the sunset was beautiful


#9

That’s amazing! Sunsets are always nice to look at. :grinning: Lol words just rolled out for you, took me a couple edits to get this right.


#10

To be fair, I write a lot. Most of the stuff I write takes multiple edits but I’m in such a funk right now that things just kinda spill onto the page before I know what’s going on xD


#11

Lol same! This morning I was like “Omg Christine, fix this”.

A friend actually reminded me that I had this. I felt so uncomfortable, I just wanted this out asap. My head feels less foggy now, hope your’s does too!


#12

When writing in English, I can take like hours to write several paragraphs of text. That is why @theearlywalker keeps complaining that I reply her too slowly.