I'm so angry & can't place it -


#1

I apologize if there is another thread for this -

I’m so angry & sad. Im sure many feel the same way. I don’t feel like I can talk to others about my grief because I feel they wouldnt understand. How do you explain hurt & tears for someone you’ve never met, yet know?

This second, I’m mostly angry but that changes moment to moment. Seems I fluctuate between anger & tears.

I’m also really, really pissed off.

Many of us suffer from depression & continue to hang around. I’m not quantifying anyone’s pain - I have no idea what others suffer & I’m not judging. I’m just … sad.


#2

I know u are upset about chester and i know how u feel i have depression too it get to me alot and there have been time i can’t take life. But i just think about my boys and chester. U have to remember that chester was fighting with his demons and depression after chris die it got bad and his demons took hem away from us. Not hem.


#3

I know Hilary, & you’re right. We don’t know his pain or what he suffered. We can only imagine the magnitude his decision has had on his family & band mates. He has destroyed lives. How do children & wives recover from a tragedy like this?! I can’t even imagine what they are going through. My heart breaks for them & I pray that they can find some sort of peace.

I also cry for us - LP fans.

I listen to & read lyrics hoping to find answers. There are no answers. His choice is finite.
If anything, One More Light leaves more questions than answers.


#4

As hard as it seems, all of us have to accept it somehow and give it a place. Everyone copes and griefs in their own way, but know we’re all in this together. If you need us, just reach out to us!


#5

Thank you, Rick.

I know I’m not alone in this grief & I’m sad for all of us.

I think after the tribute show, I’ve got to put LP away for awhile.