I finally read all stories - several times- one after the other in a line and then again - one by one. My intention was to get them together, and a greater view - to maybe get the together hang-
It’s all about the everlasting opposites like love and hate, freedom and fight, good and bad and it’s consequences and effects, the experiences we make- being kicked and stucked inbetween them - and being forced into a neverending deciding process thats called life.
to me it’s all about finding oneself, the way - each story tells another colour of a personality, sometimes you use great methaphors like in „earth without children“ sometimes you tell us wonderful stories like the lovestory about „Esteban&Ester“ to show us your values and mark your point of view, your nostalgia and what you want to highlight.
Very personal appeared the dialoug of „anger and ratio“ to me, these ambivalent battle symphonies are so familiar to me- I hear my inner team discussing each day with each other. And the leader of my inner parts is changing with each new day. And it’s ok to be diverse and have another colour leading your personality- each day diverse, depending on the strenght, the things that happen in our life and the role you are in- as friend, opponent, son, daughter, employer, student- as giver or taker- as egoistic or social - and so on… no matter what happens and no matter how you decide: be generous with yourself and be aware, each moment in your life you give the best you are able to, and that’s not always the perfection we always want to fit- but worth to be honoured with love for oneself,
I pray this prayer very often
God give me the serenity to accept things that I can not change, the power to change things that I can change and the wisdom to distinguish one from the other
Hugs to you - you are a blessed writer