I told a little bit about it in my blog here…
Well… I’ll try to say what’s happening.
I will admit this: I Always loved Iron Maiden and other old school style of Heavy Metal, Rock’n Roll, and so. I loved the 80’s electronic musics. But, I never liked the New Metal style, and other electronic rock styles. They were not my type.
For a lot of reasons, i hated Linkin Park, with all of my heart. Then, I met a girl who was a LP’s fanatic, and she loved all songs, all albums, and she was fanatic for Mike Shinoda’s Works.
Well, I had to hear she singing LP all day, she was really a fan. Our relationship was about 2 years, 7 months and 16 days. She left me, but, I still want to have her back to me! And then, I have to do something great, something really diferente for her. and, Mike Shinoda is the only one who can make it, so, if someone, ANYONE, could help me out about it, I would be thankfull, forever!
My english is not very good, because I am from Brazil. I love this girl so much, that I could DIE for her! But, instead of dying, I am here, to try out the help from the band, and from the international fans from LP, to help me with her!
I am an actor, musician, photographer, comedian, and she is one psychology student.
She left me, and I want her back into my life. She said that she wanted to be only my friend, because love ended, but, I want to be with her, as her boyfriend again. I really do love her, a lot, with all my strenght.
She is a huge fan of Mike Shinoda, and Linkin Park. When she was a child, LP’s songs were the only thing that could make her happy. She had a sad life story (but I can’t say it here, because it’s very personal for her), and the only thing she had to make her feel better was LP’s CDs to listen. And she feel the lyrics like they were made for her sittuations.
Well, she loves japanese culture too, and then, Mike Shinoda is half japanese, so, that’s almost like me. I am half blood japanese/arab. She Always said that I was her 'Mike Shinoda"… But, ok… I didn’t like LP for a lot of personal reasons (and things that were not good to remember that happened with me), but, I Always respected who liked their songs.
She doesn’ know english very well, and I was trying to teach her a little bit. She Always wanted to me to teach her with LP songs, and, I tried my best, but, she didn’t learn very well. Maybe I’m a bad teacher X.x
I did my best for her, I’ve helped her to turn things better in her life, gave strenght to her the best I could, and she made a lot of incredible things in her life, and I am proud of her, and proud of myself for being so importante to that time in her life. But, then, when I needed her, in my worst day, she left me, and I need help to get her back to me.
Back 2 years ago, sometimes she says to me that, if I could make her be face to face to Linkin Park, in backstages, or if I could have a talk with her and Mike, she would marry me. But, she Always was against marriage. She said that only because she knew it was hard to have a conversation personally.
Well, I tried everything I could, but, it wasn’t enough for her to love me again. And that will be my last try before quitting everything in my life… Need Mike Shinoda’s help to say to her how much I love her, how much I care, and how much I need her back in my life.
She is everything to me! I made my subscription here at LPU thinking of her. I never made it for the bands I loved, I never spent Money with things like that. But, this time, for her, because she is special to me, very special, and I could give my life for her, if needed, and, so, I’m here… I’m begging you, guys… If someone could help me out, I would thank you for all of my life!
I’m a musician, na actor, and a comedian, and she is one psychology student.
If someone have some way to contact Mike, or even some of the members of the band, and tell my story, please, please, I ask you, with all of my heart, HELP ME!!!
I’m desperate! She was everything I needed in my life!
Well… I’m going now… Need to work here… but… If someone could talk to me, say what can I do… well… Just say something, someone… I will be here!
and… thanks everyone for Reading… Dunno if this will work… But I am trying…